Tuesday, August 14, 2007

First Blog with complicated feeling

Don't know how to get started with my new blog. I forgot my last password for my username , so I created a new one. in this blog I will mention a lot of things. From family, friends, and my personal things.





1. Family


Maybe all of my friends don't know about my family situation. First I will tell you how many siblings I have. I actually have 5 siblings, but my big sister died when she was a baby. I knew that from my mother. Hope that she will rest in peace. My big brother is already married and live in another house that he bought. And now I live in my house in Jodoh with my mother, my younger sister, my 2nd sister, and my 2nd brother. My younger sister now study at UIB. She is somekind "tomboy" and she likes to watch animes and read comics. My 2nd sister now is working. She got a boyfriend that treat her and my family very good. But she got a bad temper. My 2nd brother also got a girlfriend. But his girlfriend is not suit with my 2nd sister. I don't know why. I don't like my 2nd brother attitude, because he smokes all day and he drinks when he is in bad mood.Actually I don't like to mention about my father. But since I already talk about all my family member, I will mention a bit about him. Actually my father was a good person. But I don't know why he will become like that. I wish that he will become a good father that I knew.





2. My friends.


In these past 3 years, I know a lot of friends from UIB althought I don't study at there. I knew them from my good buddy, Indra. Thanks to him I get to know a lot of friends. Maybe I will mention some of them now or maybe I will mention all of them. Just let my memory working. :p First I will mention about my first team, X-Is. Our member is :


-Ika (Is-kL)


-Robi (Helixius)


-Indra (Burnz)


-Navy (Cazper)


-Me (Synbios)


-and Hardy (Feses)


Now I will describe them on how I see them. Ika, he is stubborn but he love his family and as far as I know he is a loyal type. Robi, He is a playful type. He likes to try new stuff and he always obey his parents. Indra, he likes to eat. But he is a loyal type to friends. He also dotes his brothers. Navy, he also likes to try new stuff. He is a good boy. Me, nothing to say.hahahha.... Last, Hardy, he is also a good boy and he is a loyal friend.


Now let's talk about my friends in UIB. I don't know who to start so I just random it. Joni, I already knew him when I was in high school. We were in the same class or 3 years. OMG... Fate brings us together..--". When you see him, your first impression must be " He is a nerd ". But don't be cheated by his looks. He is a fun fun guys and he also "gaul". Axing, known as Liu Han Xing, because when he eat spicy stuff, he will get sweat. I knew him from playing dota. He is a good person. Whenever he has trouble, he will talk to me. But I always not helping him much. sorry..


Hendro, also knew him from playing dota. He is a good person and got a good tounge. Sutono, known as stone (don't know why, maybe from his name) . Also know him from playing dota. From what I heard about him, he save alot of money in his bank. So if you don't have money, just borrow from him. hahhaahha... Herlina, everybody calls her Lynn. She is a good girl but when she is shopping, she will bargain until the price that she wanted. (Maybe that is woman instinct) lol... She also help me when I was troubled. Thank you... Antony, h is the most good guys I have ever seen. But som accident make him angry with me until now. We don't talk to each other. I'm sorry if I done wrong to you. Hope that someday he will talk to me again. T.T Yenny, she is a innocent girl. I met her first when they are having BBQ together. She is a nice girl that I ever met. Jenny, I also knew her from BBQ event. But actually I knew her when I was small. But I don't remember her when I met her at BBQ event. Until she told me that she already know me. hahahhaha.... My brain stop working now. I don't remember anyone else. Sorry if I don't mention your name.





3.My personal things.



I don't know how to start with this. Since some people already know my past, I just brief some of my past and talk about now.

- My past

I don't really like to talk about my past but since this is my blog, I will tell you all about my past. Because all of you are my friends. And maybe someday it will become a drama. (Think too much..) hahahha.. I will tell you my story when I was in high school then. In high school, I was attracted by a girl. But maybe it was some stupid idea in my mind. In 2nd Year of my high school I try to tell her that I like her from giving her a rose when it was valentine's day. But she rejected me by not accepting the rose. I was heart broken, The next day, I got up at 4 o'clock and crying. ( How stupid I was back then ). but I don't know my courage come from where. I still don't give up and try to woo her again. Until it's time for farewell party, I wanted to tell her again that I like her. But I decided not to tell her. Until I studied at singapore and she also studied at there, I once again tell her that I like her by writing a letter. (So stupid). And at night she rejected me for the second time. But this time I don't cry. Don't know why. That is the end of the story. Next story is when I was working in a company. I don't like to talk this story but nevermind. When I was working in company, I met a girl that I kinda have feeling. I also thought that she also have feeling towards me.But I don't know if she cheated me or what. I just stupid and wait for her. Until she left Batam and found a new boyfriend. Somehow this story is very long. But I don't want to talk about it now. sorry. Then the next story is now. This story somehow seems stupid to me. I just don't know how, when, where ,why I have feelings to this girl. She is a good girl. When I first try to woo her, I will get her chocolate everytime I went to her working place. Then I don't know where my courage come from. I wrote a love poem in mandarin and give it to her.At night I sms to her and say "I'm sorry". The next day I ask her by YM and she rejected me. But still don't give up. I just try to woo her again. Don't know whether she know or not. But I think my chance is slim. But before I give up I will make a final attack. Just wait and see. But that is 3 months later from now.

Ok then, that is my post for now. This is the first time that I post such long post. So tired...