Monday, March 15, 2010

Haiz

What happened to me? why am i afraid? don't really like this feeling....

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

zombie returns

After retired from blogging for 1 n a half year, now its time to continue my story. This year was kinda a bad year yet a good year for me. Let's start with the bad one.. This year I didn't celebrate my bday. My father passed away at that time. Feel regret because I haven't done anything for my dad. I realized that life can be so fragile. Wonder when I will leave this world. Originally I planned to continue my study at Singapore. But many things happened and I decided to continue my life here. Although I am very keen to study abroad but maybe I'm fated to stay here.. lol..
This year, I made a lot of new friend. I also had a crush with one of them. ^^ It was quite strange because I didn't believe in love at first sight. But I experience it this time... About friendship, I really don't know how to describe.. I trust my friend a lot but some of them still don't trust me... am I not trust able? Some of them also disappointed me. But what can I do? I just can endure it. Don't know how to vent it... I just want them to know that never neglect your old friend if u already have a new friend. Have a perseverance to do something. Think about yourself before blaming other people. Don't think too much. Don't be paranoid. Cherish everyone around you before they leave you.
Today is new year's eve, hope everyone can get what they want next year. Happy New Year...

Friday, May 2, 2008

Hate of myself

Never post blog for a long time. Many things happened, but no special event occurs. And sometimes I feel like I don't know myself. Maybe I'm a very mysterious person. Even sometimes I loathe of myself.
Don't wish to talk a lot. Because I just receive a very bad news for me. Later I will write why I say those words. Maybe I will start writing from 2 days ago. Two days ago me and my friends(Axing and Septi) went to Singapore. our purpose was going to do a body check up. We arrived there at 9 am. And then we went to check in at people's park complex. After that Septi asked us to meet her friend at Bugis. And then we went to Bugis to meet her friend. After that we saw her friend. Her friend is cute and beautiful. Don't know why I'm just attracted by her. And I don't like this feeling, cause it is very impossible. Somehow I just don't wish to think about her. But my mind not allowing me to do that. I started to worry, maybe I'm not a good guy after all. That night my mind were full of her face. The next day we went to do body check up. And then we went back to Batam.
I said that I will give an answer to you. Just now I chat with the person that I'm going to woo. I asked her to catch a movie, but she told me that she already have a date with another person. And I lost all my appetite. Can somebody help me release my love web? Really want to let it out.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

X-Is 2 days competition

On 29th and 30th December, X-Is got competition for celebrating our reunion. At first we just planned to make some party. But suddenly Hardy got an idea and asked Robi to planned the rules and competition. And we also splitted into two team. My team was me, Hardy and Ika, the other team was Robi, Navy, and Indra. And we had to make a name for our team. Our team name was Hikari and their's Inazuma. Actually Inazuma was thought by them but at first we named their team Ronjing. Hahaha.... ro for Robi, n for Navy and jing for jinglau(Indra).
Our first day of competition was on saturday 29th Dec. And the first match was DotA. actually it was qute imbalance becaus my team got 2 person that can't play well and they got only one person who can't play well. So we got thrashed by them 3-0. Nooooo........ --
The second match was bowling. This match was quite competitive. First round we only lost by 1 point. second round we lost to them by 6 point. And round 3 we won by 26 point. but we lost 2 match... T.T
The third match was winning eleven. The match that I don't like. Because I never played winning eleven before. --" And I got thrashed by navy for 7-0. hiks.... but our team won this match. ^^
The fourth match was quiz. This match is like who wants to be a millionare, but it got 3 categories: general knowledge, hobby, and own life. Each person have to make 3 question for each categories. And we have to choose who answered the question first. There are 3 round for this match. The first round was individual match, we had to choose who go first in our team. In this round, the most hilarious question was Indra,s. He asked " Who is Noa's grandfather in legaia?" Then all of us laughed. Hahaha... The second round was team match. Each team ask 9 question. The third round was also team match, but we got to choose the question from one of opponent question. This match was won by us. ^^
The fifth match was basketball. We played on Sunday morning. We played 7 match for this games. We lost in this games. Hahaha... So tired... Seven match basketball...
The sixth match was Counter strike. This match was quite competitive. But we also lost for this match. --
Then last match was pool. This match was also quite competitive. And we won this match. ^^
But in total we lost 100++ point. --" After we payed all the games, we went to eat at "Hai Ou".
And the loser had to pay the bill. Hahaha... --" But nevermind. We were happy.
At night we went to Hardy house and played card. The gameplay is quite complicated if I write it down here. If u want to play, I will teach you how to play the card game that we play. Quite funny and excited. if got a lot of player, it will be more fun. After that we went to our home and sleep. Very tired for these two days. My hand still feel the ache. --
X-Is banzai.......

Monday, December 24, 2007

Happy ending christmas

Finally, he did it after he cross alot of barricade. Clap for him. Plok plok plok... Good job.
Hmmm... nothing to do. So let me write a story about him. Although maybe I don't know him very well. So I just use my feeling. Hahaha... At first when he told me that who does he like, the story was like this. At that time, I am the one who was looking for him because at that time It was me who was down. So I asked him to go 911 to find me. We played and ate first. then at around 9 pm, we decided to go home. But along the way, we stopped at "pek kong keng" because I still didn't want to go home. So we chatted at there. So I asked him one thing. Who does he like? He just answered me that the front letter is "S". So I got one feeling. I already know who does he like. Hahaha... my feeling is quite strong. None of my feelings out of bound. At that time he also troubled by some feelings. He told me that he wanted to tell her his feelings at her birthday. But he told me that his friend wanted to do the same thing also. So he decided to keep it. Hmm.. At that time I persuaded him to do it. But he resisted to keep it. So i respect his decision. He also told me that I am the first person that know who he likes. So honourable ^^
After stayed for a long time, we finally went home.
When it was her birthday, I asked him to tell his feeling again. But he refused to told her. So I just let it be. And this past 2 month, I saw their improvement. Hahaha.... good2. The girl also likes him, but she also not showing him any hint until this past month. so stupid... Two person likes each other but never want to express their feelings. Dumb. Until yesterday when he expressed his feelings to her and she accepted him. Feel happy for them. And he also told me that I am the first person that knew it. ^^ Hmm... let me, zombie, blessed them with my power of zombie angel... Hahaha....
This morning Played basketball. Now so tired. feel like sleeping but cannot. --" Christmas but still got work. hahaha... Merry christmas!!!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Cunno

Tet E cyo cusadrehk fnuhk? Fro tuac cra yhkno du sa?Hajan kad cu caneuic pavuna.Ruba dryd cra hajan kad yhkno fedr sa yhosuna. E tuh'd fecr drec vneahtcreb kad pnugah zicd po y csymm dymg. Ev E ys fnuhk, E cyo cuno du oui. Tuh'd zicd palyica uv sa, oui ehjumjat udranc ehdu ed. Jano2 cunno...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

My friend marriage

Yesterday, 15th Dec, my friend got married. He invited me to go to his wedding party. It was my first time to went to my friend wedding party.
At first I almost forgot about it. Hahaha... because he didn't give me the invitaion card. He just passed a message to Indra and told me to go. I just suddenly remembered it and called to Indra. So at six o'clock Indra come to fetched me at 911 and we went to my home first. Because I need to bathed and got my red packet ready. At 6.45 we went to BCS and walked to New Shangrila. There were two wedding party at there. Our friend's was inside. So we went to inside and saw our friend standing at there. He got so suave. After we shaked hands with them ,we got into the restaurant. Then we sat until the pasty start. The MC started the party. Me and Indra haven't had a dinner before. So we already prepared to had a dinner at there. Hahaha...^^ The dishes was ok. After they serve the dishes , we just ate until satisfied. At first our table was 9 person, then after they serve the 5th dish, 3 person left. after the sixth dish, 2 person left. after the 7th dish another 2 person left, and leave me and Indra at the table. Hahahaha.... --" We ate the last three dishes. the last second dish was prawn. And indra didn't want to eat it. So I just ate it until left 3 prawns. :) After the party's over, we went out and give our blessing to our friend. And then we went to our home.
I thought alot when my friend got married. But I don't know what I was thinking. Hahaha... When do I get married? I don't know. Or maybe I don't get married at all. Just hope all of my friend get their happiness.